lost

i feel for the first time
that i have lost a freind.
i didnt realize until today wen i actually thought about it

i have had this freind since 7th grade. thats when i met him
he used to be herra pro
His mane is jake
this year he got a girlfreind
i was really and trully happy for him
she made him happy

but astime went by he just kept drifting away
he would first pretnd nobody but that cunt was there
and then he left the bench were i sit for lunch

then he started doing both

not ever talking to anybody wen she was around,
having very brief conversations, etc.

it got verry obnoxcios (idk how to spelll that)

now he just doesnt even say hi to anyone

so today during pe danni and i were talking about how much
we hate anna (his GF) and how we wanted him back and such.
then it sorta popped in my head and i told danniwat i thought

i have lost a friend
we used to be close and we used to hang out a lot
but now he just doesnt acknowldge my existance
every time i see him i keep hoping that he will say
hey wats up dude and do the little head bob thing
and look my in the eye etc.
i always do that to him,
but nothing

like today wen i walked out of the locker rooms
i saw him in the hall
there was nobody else in the hall so he coulnt have missed me
and the hall was hella skinny
i said hey
but he just ignored me

i just keeps getting worse

i want him back as a friend...