one day i started "blogging"

this one time i think it was yeserday, my ex girlfriend (whom dumped me but i still love her hella)
told me i should check out her blog on xanga.
it was interesting
she said i should make a blog and if i did
she would look at it everyday.
that inspired me
even though i doubt she would look at everyday she'd look at it often
so i made one on twitter.
that shit sucks ass cuz i tried for like an hour to find her as a friend but couldnt
i got mad
so i decided to try something easier
i came here cuz she had one so yah thats were i am right now

a bit about me:
i like to smoke
(weed that is) also cigs if i can get a drag but not usually
i mountain bike on my school team. that shit is fun. i wanna get better at dirt jumping
i used to sail. also fun. but i dint anymore and that makes me sad
ive taken e (extasy for those who dont know) 3 times. that shit is were its at!
my best friend is a girl. im not gay
i used to have green hair like 3 weeks ago but now its kinda gross
i play bass guitar
my uncle is a boss and has his own band called closer to carbon. check it out
i love my ex as i said before
i wish i could be with her but i cant cuz i cant trust her in relationships anymore
:(
my life is awsome. i dontget people that bitch about how bad thier life is when its not that bad
u live in US, you live in California, you live in the Bay Area, and you live in a rich part of the bay.
no ur not depressed because of some stupid shit that u did a while ago
suck it up!
its not that big of a fucking deal!!!!